"Pergutory" is about many things: heartbreak, breaking hearts, loss of friends, and loss of grip on your own self. The power to thrive, and the power to destroy are all in one person. Every life and relationship, with others and yourself, is a pergutory until you learn to make clear decisions with your emotions and intentions. Within love, truth is present yet pain is inevitable. Can you maintain your integrity through it all?
spinnin to the next life/
through the journey of a half pipe/
first-person to the earth what the crash like/
see the moon like a flashlight//
I'm consumed by the dance I/
take solo, with my memories of/
past fights, see the night when you/
left and I had life, not even//
that's right, I'm not the make-a-/
demand type, but I'm asking you to/
put an end to this bad night, hold ya/
hand tight, Disintegration//
looking for The Cure as your taken/
and I'm left to endure this/
vacant station of eternal/
pain and waiting//
CHORUS
volatile profile of a/
killa livin exile, no denial/
the beginning I was let down/
in and out, there's a vacancy of//
set now, solid ground, all/
shifting to the left now, I go down/
I should take my final breath now/
but I don't, cuz you're so//
irreplaceable...
VERSE 2
... you got/
2 eyes, that tell the story when the/
truth lies, through 2 sides/
so lets go both ways and see who//
cries, I came a long way to/
see you mine, but it seems/
new ties become new binds/
and old ways become new signs, and//
that's why... baby baby/
... I been looking thru you lately/
... crazy/
... but this crazy made//
me, I been up all night try to build my life/
if it kills me to be free and it/
kills what completes me, I can only kill me//
completely, kill with no feeling is/
kill with no healing, now I've broken thru/
the glass ceiling, revealing a rise to/
regret, I try to forget but I'm...//
CHORUS
volatile profile of a/
killa livin exile, no denial/
the beginning I was let down/
in and out, there's a vacancy of//
set now, solid ground, all/
shifting to the left now, I go down/
I should take my final breath now/
but I don't, cuz you're so//
irreplaceable...
OUTRO
I lost control, I'm not the/
one.../
you've got the hold, I've got the/
gun...//
credits
released July 29, 2017
Production by SMZ
Vocals by SMZ
Mixed by Zar
Mastered by SMZ
Soul-searching hip-hop from this Florida rapper, with lyrics that dig deep and take an unflinching look at life’s questions. Bandcamp New & Notable May 1, 2023